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After almost a silence of one Month i slowly managed to regain my motivation and energy to move on/making the next step(s)
i admit... in this one month i really overworked myself a lot and so my motivation went down aswell.
But i never had a single thought to stop my self-employment as a freelancer Manga Artists.
I got my motivation slowly back, through reading manga and Visual Novels, watching animes and playing few Games.
First i read Sakura Spirit: store.steampowered.com/app/313…
but then i read Planetarian: store.steampowered.com/app/316…
(I recommend Planetarian it has a totally awesome good written storry)
The financial problem is currently more or less solved, but this depends on Store manager of the Super Market.
My working shift time at the Super Market did not changed, i still have a 30 hour per week and that's good.
The store manager is very statisfied with my work and i also found my fun at the work there too, so it is not frustrating to work there.
To be more honest and excat, it is actually fun there, the store isn't one of the huge store, so I don't feel that feeling of being alien there.
I especially like my post at cash counter, I like to give our customers the best service i can give. The customers really apprecciate my politeness
To my surprise, now after working now 6 months there, a lot of people in this little town called Erlensee, know me as the most polite Check-out Operative
Many people mistaken my age and origin. A lot guessed my age to 18 or below (actually i'm 26 now ) and due to my politeness, most of the customers though that i were japanese
So the conclusion: The Super Market helped me out a lot and it's fun.
At the begining or rather few months ago, i thought i could live with just taking and making commission. But soon i realized that i can't do that, because it is not an long term solution, because i'm not really the type for it. Also the fact and the thought that i'm totally bond to commissons and not able to do my own stuff, took slowly all my motivation away, because i have many Projects of my own, which i really want to realize.
I do not know how other professionals think about this topic: But my personal opinion as an arstist, only drawing for the sake of money is the false way... because there is no fun/emotion behind it... when i compare some commissioned works wth Te-SLA or Mechas Heart, there is really a huge difference in it. Maybe my Commissioners do not see it like me, since quality is still the same. But I really noticed that i only do stuff for the sake of money, and the sudden change of my character... almost all what sprang out of my mouth was: Money, Calculation, and (running after) payments, Losts per month etc... and this made a lot of people arround me unhappy... especially myself. It really made me crazy.
I do not mean that money is a bad thing... i know that i need it for many stuff and having none is false too.
But i realized that i really had to accept all kind of commission, even those where i don't have fun at it to scratch living...
Working in the remaining given free time, after a working shift at the super market, at a (long) commission, where you don't have fun nor motivation at it, also with the knowing that more are coming... is really and motivation breaker...
So i came to the conclusion, that the money i need have to come from elsewhere... and this was the 30 hour per week at the Super Market, and i'm really grateful to the store manager.
So the conclusion: Commission corner is going to be closed.
Now where I solved two problems for the time being, i can focus more on my own stuff once again.
I will finished all on going commission, but i won't take new ones for the time being until i really have spare time to realized them.
i admit... in this one month i really overworked myself a lot and so my motivation went down aswell.
But i never had a single thought to stop my self-employment as a freelancer Manga Artists.
I got my motivation slowly back, through reading manga and Visual Novels, watching animes and playing few Games.
First i read Sakura Spirit: store.steampowered.com/app/313…
but then i read Planetarian: store.steampowered.com/app/316…
(I recommend Planetarian it has a totally awesome good written storry)
The financial problem is currently more or less solved, but this depends on Store manager of the Super Market.
My working shift time at the Super Market did not changed, i still have a 30 hour per week and that's good.
The store manager is very statisfied with my work and i also found my fun at the work there too, so it is not frustrating to work there.
To be more honest and excat, it is actually fun there, the store isn't one of the huge store, so I don't feel that feeling of being alien there.
I especially like my post at cash counter, I like to give our customers the best service i can give. The customers really apprecciate my politeness
To my surprise, now after working now 6 months there, a lot of people in this little town called Erlensee, know me as the most polite Check-out Operative
Many people mistaken my age and origin. A lot guessed my age to 18 or below (actually i'm 26 now ) and due to my politeness, most of the customers though that i were japanese
So the conclusion: The Super Market helped me out a lot and it's fun.
At the begining or rather few months ago, i thought i could live with just taking and making commission. But soon i realized that i can't do that, because it is not an long term solution, because i'm not really the type for it. Also the fact and the thought that i'm totally bond to commissons and not able to do my own stuff, took slowly all my motivation away, because i have many Projects of my own, which i really want to realize.
I do not know how other professionals think about this topic: But my personal opinion as an arstist, only drawing for the sake of money is the false way... because there is no fun/emotion behind it... when i compare some commissioned works wth Te-SLA or Mechas Heart, there is really a huge difference in it. Maybe my Commissioners do not see it like me, since quality is still the same. But I really noticed that i only do stuff for the sake of money, and the sudden change of my character... almost all what sprang out of my mouth was: Money, Calculation, and (running after) payments, Losts per month etc... and this made a lot of people arround me unhappy... especially myself. It really made me crazy.
I do not mean that money is a bad thing... i know that i need it for many stuff and having none is false too.
But i realized that i really had to accept all kind of commission, even those where i don't have fun at it to scratch living...
Working in the remaining given free time, after a working shift at the super market, at a (long) commission, where you don't have fun nor motivation at it, also with the knowing that more are coming... is really and motivation breaker...
So i came to the conclusion, that the money i need have to come from elsewhere... and this was the 30 hour per week at the Super Market, and i'm really grateful to the store manager.
So the conclusion: Commission corner is going to be closed.
Now where I solved two problems for the time being, i can focus more on my own stuff once again.
I will finished all on going commission, but i won't take new ones for the time being until i really have spare time to realized them.
Breaking the silence
Hiho everyone
Yeah.... 8 months of silence on DA... and i am sorry for DA-only followers for this long silence. ^^;
Lately i'm using Discord https://discord.gg/cX5m3NB
and twitter to tell everyone about my latest stuff: https://twitter.com/Thurosis
Also i think it's not unknown by now that i started to be more "active" on Patreon if Real Life is not hindering me so often.
I also started to be a pixiv-fanbox creator too and created a second shop on pixiv booth aswell.
Loads of Work as usual. Trying my best to stay productive as possible to create (mekabare) contents.
Still dreaming and wishing for the day that my dream comes true.
But of
Happy to everyone!
Finalizing an old comic which i sketched years ago.
But working on it even on my B-day XD
https://twitter.com/Thurosis/status/1098297140269453312
News and Status Nov 2018
Hi everyone,
2018 is not over yet, but this year was pretty eventfull and stuffed with lots of changes for me.
- Switched my 2nd job from Super Market to Beverage store... (see here)
- starting doing the manga stuff and patreon things more serious than ever...- had a booth at a convention in germany
- Started to learn for a drivers licence
- visited my Grandmother 2 times ... before she left us for ever....
And more stuff will happen as usual in life...
So yeah sorry for the long silence. But i got over the lost of my Grandma, and christmas is coming so to keep the things short :P
I need a bit money for christmas presents xD
So I sta
What would you like me to do more of?
Hi,
I hope I'm not making anyone of you worry too much, but the third chapter seems like it is not going as well as the second, even after putting more work and effort into it. I can more or less guess the reason. Of course I'm a bit disappointed with the result, but this is not the end, and does not discourage me at all. I will try my best to do better on the next chapter, and I would like to ask my community: what would you like to see in my works? More mekabare? More fan art? More of a storyline? Something else?
To my Patreon for the poll
https://www.patreon.com/posts/18799458
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Gut zu hören dass es dir besser geht^^