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Two days ago, was shoplifting...

And today a brawl between two customers...
OMFG... WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON???
I sorry, but currently i'm more emtional than ever...
Two days ago was shoplifiter and that let me already non-stop thinking about it.
But the brawl today of those customers was intensive...

I'm still under shock... everything happened so fast, and seemed so unreal...

I didn't saw everything right from the beginning, because i tidied the products (lining up and in row) at behind some stacked stocking/products of beverage.
(our Super Market is devided in two buildings, on one side is the main Market with all kind of stuff, while the other building is beverage only)
Right after heard the shout i ran to to place. And saw how someone is hitting a man on the ground.
I noticed/recognized that the man on the floor is a family father with a daughter 2-3 years old only.
The little girl is crying and her father getting hit by the other guy...
I didn't know what to do, so i ran to the microphone of the cashpoint-machine and called for the vice store manager. (Store Manager left already)
I went back, and shouted at that man to stop, but he continues to hit the family father.
So i went between... but it was too late the father have already a bloody head.
The Vice Store Manager called the police and ambulance....
We managed somehow to keep still the amok/berserker until the police came... and the handeld the rest...
The ambulance took the father (seemed to be nothing serious, only a small laceration), while the police took the guy.

Later on got the information, that the amok guy is a drug junky... and through the drugs he got some serious problems with his brain...
After i heard this it made me even more shocked and sad...
Because the father is not at fault at all and suddenly got attack by a mad man, especially the poor girl! She could only watch, how her father get attacked and getting hit on the ground by a crazy a$$hole.

I'm so speechless after this... in the one hand i'm glad that it didn't become/escalate into a more worse situation, but in the other hand is (also what provokes me a lot more)
why in the f*cking world did the other customers just watched as it happend? There where about 6 or 8 other people arround. but they just f*cking watched until i jumped in!
They did nothing than just watching until the police came! The younger people even just took photos or recorded it....
WHAT IN THE F*CKING WORLD ARE WRONG WITH THEM? It can't really be that 6 or 8 people didn't got the idea to stop that guy!
I mean I know that this happens alot.... but i feel so terrified about the fact that nobody helped or supported me or the man on the ground.
They just watched, like birds, world of tanks players... or God. God also do nothing/intervene to stop (something) evil...
(reminds me of this....
 

i'm so finished, exhausted and brain dead...


 
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: All kinds
  • Reading: Attack on Titan Manga
  • Watching: Log Horizon, Sword Art Online II
  • Playing: World of Tanks
  • Eating: Snacks
  • Drinking: Water, Juices, Softdrinks

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Thurosis
Yuk-Luen
Artist | Hobbyist | Other
Germany
Current Residence: In front of my PC
Favourite genre of music: Japanese Anime Opening / Ending Songs
Favourite style of art: Anime / Manga style
Operating System: Win 7
Favourite cartoon character: My own created Characters: Miaka, Ayaka, Saiaka, Conrelius Faust, etc.
E-Mail: thurosis@googlemail.com
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Two days ago, was shoplifting...

And today a brawl between two customers...
OMFG... WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON???
I sorry, but currently i'm more emtional than ever...
Two days ago was shoplifiter and that let me already non-stop thinking about it.
But the brawl today of those customers was intensive...

I'm still under shock... everything happened so fast, and seemed so unreal...

I didn't saw everything right from the beginning, because i tidied the products (lining up and in row) at behind some stacked stocking/products of beverage.
(our Super Market is devided in two buildings, on one side is the main Market with all kind of stuff, while the other building is beverage only)
Right after heard the shout i ran to to place. And saw how someone is hitting a man on the ground.
I noticed/recognized that the man on the floor is a family father with a daughter 2-3 years old only.
The little girl is crying and her father getting hit by the other guy...
I didn't know what to do, so i ran to the microphone of the cashpoint-machine and called for the vice store manager. (Store Manager left already)
I went back, and shouted at that man to stop, but he continues to hit the family father.
So i went between... but it was too late the father have already a bloody head.
The Vice Store Manager called the police and ambulance....
We managed somehow to keep still the amok/berserker until the police came... and the handeld the rest...
The ambulance took the father (seemed to be nothing serious, only a small laceration), while the police took the guy.

Later on got the information, that the amok guy is a drug junky... and through the drugs he got some serious problems with his brain...
After i heard this it made me even more shocked and sad...
Because the father is not at fault at all and suddenly got attack by a mad man, especially the poor girl! She could only watch, how her father get attacked and getting hit on the ground by a crazy a$$hole.

I'm so speechless after this... in the one hand i'm glad that it didn't become/escalate into a more worse situation, but in the other hand is (also what provokes me a lot more)
why in the f*cking world did the other customers just watched as it happend? There where about 6 or 8 other people arround. but they just f*cking watched until i jumped in!
They did nothing than just watching until the police came! The younger people even just took photos or recorded it....
WHAT IN THE F*CKING WORLD ARE WRONG WITH THEM? It can't really be that 6 or 8 people didn't got the idea to stop that guy!
I mean I know that this happens alot.... but i feel so terrified about the fact that nobody helped or supported me or the man on the ground.
They just watched, like birds, world of tanks players... or God. God also do nothing/intervene to stop (something) evil...
(reminds me of this....
 

i'm so finished, exhausted and brain dead...


 
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: All kinds
  • Reading: Attack on Titan Manga
  • Watching: Log Horizon, Sword Art Online II
  • Playing: World of Tanks
  • Eating: Snacks
  • Drinking: Water, Juices, Softdrinks
Today i want to write something about what happened to me today. Or rather what happened in the Super Market, where i work.

As many of you know, i'm happy and satisfied with the job.
The Store Manager is a nice guy, and the collegues are nice too.
The Job is not too hard/exhausting all the time, and everyday i'm giving my best service  and help to the customers.

They all appreciate my work too :D

But today, something happened, and it makes me non-stop thinking about it.
As the title says, i'm not sure if i should be proud or sad.
It's because i catched two shoplifters... and both are arround 15 years old school boys.
The Store Manager is indeed happy that i caught them, but if i think about it is a confession of failure of the society/their parents in my eyes.
I mean, indeed we have a lot shoplifters, who never got caught, but these two school boys, did it because they find it "Cool" to do such things.
Even if they only took 2 x 1 Liter Coke Bottles and drank it outside. (Outside the shop is a Coca Cola Display with serveral differnt flavor) BUT THAT'S STILL BURGLARY!
That school boy didn't look that he don't have money, but they still did that.

I already notice those two boys being strange, one was standing outside at the entrance and he was looking inside and he always stare at me.
But he lost the sight of me because i knee down to tie my shoelaces. But this does not take only few seconds and i rise up. I could see the second boy holding a coke bottle from the Display drinking from it.
He didn't paid for it... so i ran to that boy and asking (politely) what he is doing. But he claimed to the argument that he didn't drink it...
(Yeah how stupid can a person be? By saying such thing where i clearly could see it )

The Store Manager just came outside of the Mainshop, because actually he wanted to give me some task to do. #
Of course, he got angry at those kids... so just give that kid an order to stay away from our Super Markt.

Of course i'm glad in one hand, but in the other hand it is sad to see how such young boys doing such a shit...
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: All kinds
  • Reading: Attack on Titan Manga
  • Watching: Log Horizon, Sword Art Online II
  • Playing: World of Tanks
  • Eating: Snacks
  • Drinking: Water, Juices, Softdrinks
WOT-Stalin vs Hitler by Thurosis
WOT-Stalin vs Hitler
Sometimes i discuss with some friends about the game "World of Tanks".

And here is my opinion about soviet tanks....
(it's not that i don't play them myself =P)
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After almost a silence of one Month i slowly managed to regain my motivation and energy to move on/making the next step(s)

i admit... in this one month i really overworked myself a lot and so my motivation went down aswell.
But i never had a single thought to stop my self-employment as a freelancer Manga Artists.
I got my motivation slowly back, through reading manga and Visual Novels, watching animes and playing few Games.

First i read Sakura Spirit: store.steampowered.com/app/313…
but then i read Planetarian: store.steampowered.com/app/316…
(I recommend Planetarian it has a totally awesome good written storry)



The financial problem is currently more or less solved, but this depends on Store manager of the Super Market.
My working shift time at the Super Market did not changed, i still have a 30 hour per week and that's good.
The store manager is very statisfied with my work and i also found my fun at the work there too, so it is not frustrating to work there.
To be more honest and excat, it is actually fun there, the store isn't one of the huge store, so I don't feel that feeling of being alien there.
I especially like my post at cash counter, I like to give our customers the best service i can give. The customers really apprecciate my politeness ^^;
To my surprise, now after working now 6 months there, a lot of people in this little town called Erlensee, know me as the most polite Check-out Operative ^^;
Many people mistaken my age and origin. A lot guessed my age to 18 or below (actually i'm 26 now =P) and due to my politeness, most of the customers though that i were japanese =P

So the conclusion: The Super Market helped me out a lot and it's fun.

At the begining or rather few months ago, i thought i could live with just taking and making commission. But soon i realized that i can't do that, because it is not an long term solution, because i'm not really the type for it. Also the fact and the thought that i'm totally bond to commissons and not able to do my own stuff, took slowly all my motivation away, because i have many Projects of my own, which i really want to realize.
I do not know how other professionals think about this topic: But my personal opinion as an arstist, only drawing for the sake of money is the false way... because there is no fun/emotion behind it... when i compare some commissioned works wth Te-SLA or Mechas Heart, there is really a huge difference in it. Maybe my Commissioners do not see it like me, since quality is still the same. But I really noticed that i only do stuff for the sake of money, and the sudden change of my character... almost all what sprang out of my mouth was: Money, Calculation, and (running after) payments, Losts per month etc... and this made a lot of people arround me unhappy... especially myself. It really made me crazy. :(
I do not mean that money is a bad thing... i know that i need it for many stuff and having none is false too.
But i realized that i really had to accept all kind of commission, even those where i don't have fun at it to scratch living...
Working in the remaining given free time, after a working shift at the super market, at a (long) commission, where you don't have fun nor motivation at it, also with the knowing that more are coming... is really and motivation breaker...
So i came to the conclusion, that the money i need have to come from elsewhere... and this was the 30 hour per week at the Super Market, and i'm really grateful to the store manager.

So the conclusion: Commission corner is going to be closed.

Now where I solved two problems for the time being, i can focus more on my own stuff once again.
I will finished all on going commission, but i won't take new ones for the time being until i really have spare time to realized them.    
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: All kinds
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Red vs Blue
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: All kinds
  • Drinking: Water, Juices, Softdrinks
Great people (deutsch/german) by Thurosis
Great people (deutsch/german)
Wie bereits in meinen Journal Eintrag geschrieben fühle ich mich in letzter Zeit ausgelaugt (für diejenigen die es nicht wissen, hier das Journal thurosis.deviantart.com/journa…

Ich weiss dass ich mit meiner Arbeit vom Zeitplan komplett zurück liege... aber dennoch möchte ich diese einzelne Seite zeigen...

Ihr alle kennt vielleicht diese beiden Personen aus der deutschen Youtube-Community.
der Erste: Nino von NinOtaku TV (sein Channel: www.youtube.com/user/ninotakut… )
der Zweite: LeFloid von LeNews (Sein Channel: www.youtube.com/user/LeFloid )
ich folge deren News seit geraumer Zeit und und bewundere deren Engagement.

Wie im in dieser Seite gefragt/gesagt: Möchte auch ich irgendwie was großartiges vollbringen wie diese beiden...
aber irgendwie habe ich das Gefühl dass ich alles (oder nur vieles) falsch mache....

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Great people (english) by Thurosis
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bobows123 Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Student Digital Artist
*Free Icon/Emote* Pusheen (Angry) your work looks so cool!
especially your sci-fi girls. Ima watch you :3
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Thurosis Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thank you very much ^^
I'm glad you like my stuff ^^
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maxm2317 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014
Hey, Yuki. It's been a while, man. Just wanted to check in on ya and see how you're doing.
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Thurosis Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Hi, maxm,

if i say fine i would be lieing ^^;
So to be honest i'm totally busy with everything XD
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maxm2317 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014
Hmm. I see. Well, for now, adios.
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CapturedJoe Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014
I heard you like the E-75: worldoftanks.com/en/news/pc-br…
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Thurosis Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
yes i do , thank you ^^
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Kakashi-et-Phoenix Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav! :)
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Thurosis Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
you are welcome :D
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MH11387sly Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014
Gutag!
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